Featured post; THE MESSAGE by Charles Sweet, Founder of SEEDS.

The Message:

Do you ever-?

Do you ever just wanna disappear to the perfect haven you have prepared-

Maybe not as perfect but at least somewhere that hurts less as human than the world?

Do you ever just wanna have time to yourself, and your rights; dislodged from the thoughts and the nothingness of this world?

Do you ever just crave your own sanity, paint it in reverse cruelty, like a balanced dosage of normality and positivity?

Do you ever-

Feel like the who you are now is stained and reproached,

Crazed and bamboozled?

Do you ever-

Feel to melt away your insecurity, and your repressed troll;

Maybe sulk them all in your pillow?

Do you ever- 

Express yourself so vague, so unmoved, while you resign to being tired and worn out?

Do you just ever feel the need to be alone, your own soul?

You don't need clarity, it's your action that causes a reaction you can or can't handle

Have yourself the best, better than the test, the pest in your heart, your conscious mind or just as far, your subconscious man;

Have yourself what you deserve, there's no hate in your world now

and this is because you have filtered time, the magical hour, trapped in a bottle of sugar drinks.

Copyright Work:

Udifae©Read-a-magic 

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Imagine!

She was no far than ten

Human like me

He is Black

I know it is my voice, my noise, my cries

and i don't speak for a thousand me, just the one i know;

For in a thousand i loose the voice i haven't found,

The fire i haven't ignited

I know how i sound and it not a sign of weakness

Yes, tears

But not threatening;

I have an identity,

One which I have be bearing;

By how far,

I say a million

Thundering steps, stumps, thuds,

Hit the ground, destroy you worshipping maggots.

The roots are lifted, tasted before rendered "you-less"

and you have not a family, not the tree, just as they don't agree.

It feels strange now, 

To have you feel slaved and young all again

Scream your momma, she can't hear

I screamed mine while you buried my head,

Comfort your battle,

You haven't lost, i clipped your wings as you clipped mine.

In a twinkle, a blink, a mere passage of time, crippled by you;

Folded and stashed like a cloth that you see fit;

Hostile to the truth and you steal him,

His life, his right, his surviving fight,

That he is black doesn't put a bullet his in heart just as fast.

DARK NIGHT, BLACKED EYES.

Spent most of my days dwelling in shelter

A roof over my head and pains inside it's walls

Days turned years, years took me far from home and taught me to swim on my own

I froze during cold times and begged for calmness during stormy nights

I wished the fiercer fire that burned was in  a love that everyone would remember

The heat drove me crazy, I grew with this feelings of wild sovereign desire to find mine

And thereof I lived dreaded in reality, pulling myself from companies with less love to provide than comfort

Endangered my humanity to fake it as I was required to, playing like the king and Queen would usually do

I drunk peace in the abyss of my dreams, entered and not so deep into the drowning of it's fantasies

The night during the day brought rest of heart in it's sleeps and the battles I witnessed haunted my heart in the darkest of the night

While I play dead most times, resounding bangs of the fist of man claps hard around my ear walls, and out beats the pounding of my heart as it race fast

Of other encounters, my loud cries weren't noise enough to make my world settle.

In vivid explanations, I was tearing apart in a broken home

And in seeking to find and glue pieces back together, it just will only rain arguments and insults; blames and curses on high pitched voices

I feared staying awake to seeing my own precious victor's cry their innocence and wet the bed with pure drops of tears,I felt responsible to keep my tears flowing without a loud sound of wailing, endured one nights and more others.

The love I knew to find and relate to were in the pieces of the past memories

I troubled my progress with instant reminders of what manner of broken pain my heart sheltered.

Copyright Work:

Udifae©Read-a-magic